Friendships can’t be measured by time spent together. Real connections are stronger than any distance or time. I’m about to visit my best friend in Kraków in the upcoming days, and tonight, a very good friend surprised me with a trip outside my comfort zone and into the World of posh Berlin vegan fine dining. We had so much fun, and got full with amazing food and good stories.

I am so lucky to have friends like I do. ❤

Zagar – Dream Of a Machine

Eastern sugar

I love my life in Berlin. I am finally in a place where efforts are appreciated, noted, feedback is given. Where spending an evening by the river bank with a Falafel and Radler after a working day is ordinary. Where my friends are happy and content. Where my work makes sense and I love to learn. Where I bring my Hungarian heritage in the way of thinking and adjust it to its best. I am bringing my eastern sugar in my western shoes.

Ich ❤ mein Leben.

Zagar – Eastern Sugar

Never the same

Every day is a learning. Since I started in my new job, I learn tons of information every day. Sometimes I feel like my brain is rejecting any updates, other times it seems that things start to settle in. It’s tiring, a challenge, but sometimes rewarding too. Little victories feel like big wins, and luckily, on tougher days, I have other things to be grateful for. Finding the right balance is what I’m working on.

Zagar – Never the Same

Taste of snow

It was snowing nicely in Berlin tonight. We took a short walk with my dog and only a few minutes of walking in the pouring snow soothed me.

I read somewhere a list of the most soothing sounds once – stepping on fresh snow was one of them. I can’t decide if it is the sound or smell of it, or maybe its colour – only a thin white layer makes everything look more clear, harmless.

I am grateful for the snow tonight. I wish it would stay.

Zagar – Taste of Snow


Sometimes, Báró has nightmares; he howls and cries in his sleep – that’s when I usually wake him up. Nightmares, I believe he has since before I adopted him. I hope he could forget them. After a while, he then snores peacefully.

My favorite dreams are the ones in which I’m falling. Haven’t had that for a while.

Zagar – Blindflight

Parallel Universes

Everything happens always at the same time, everywhere. All the choices you make have been made. Every path is a real path. Murphy’s Rule or Karma? Sometimes I wish I could be in two places at once.

Zagar – Odd Moments of Eternity

The prophet is a fool

Almost exactly 8 years ago, I heard Zagar playing live for the first time, in Budapest, as the opening act before Depeche Mode. The vocals woke me up and a love started back then, all of a sudden, that lasts forever.

This song used to be my wake-up song, my ringtone, my working song in the background. It is now filled with a lot of great memories and “good stories”.

Hungarian music as I like it.

Zagar – The Prophet Is a Fool