Bulldozer and orchids

A new favorite quote of mine from a song: “You can’t use a bulldozer to study orchids”
We don’t know anything. But it’s OK.

The Magnetic Fields – The Death of Ferdinand De Saussure


Spring is on its way

I washed all the windows today. That’s how I know. A new beginning is near. I am yet another step closer to it. ❤

Psapp – How Things Turn Up

Morning Sun

Tomorrow, the new chapter of my life will be made official. I am excited.

There are still plenty of things to catch up with before I start. Training for the upcoming half marathon is one of them. After a short but exhausting run today, I respect the challenge this means. However, I noted again, how much I missed the runners’ flow. I’ll try to run regularly until April, so I can be prepared for my 9th half marathon.

I feel like the guy in this video. 🙂

The Underground Youth – Morning Sun

New start

Yesterday, as I was flying back to Berlin, I was thinking about how things have changed lately. Losses, gains, change in relationships, thoughts.

I flew back to Berlin, and it feels like as if it’s a new start.

With the new challenges and the amazing network I have, my friends, who I can count on, who take me out for crazy Berlin experiences, I am ready to start fresh. It will be way easier than when I first moved here – now I have a home.

It feels good to come home here. Of course, I am taking everything that’s important with me. Even if only in my head (and heart).

The The – This is the Day


It was snowing for half of the day today, as we accompanied my Grandmother’s ashes to her final journey. The snowflakes were huge and elegant, giving the whole cemetery a divine elegance. My Grandfather was waiting for more than 20 years for her – as my brother said.

Her struggles are over. Now Time will do the rest.

It won’t be hard to remember of the good times – she has shared a lot of nice memories with us. Looking at some old photos, I am hoping she would be smiling if she would have seen us today. Our family became a little bit smaller without her, but she won’t be forgotten. Szeretünk, Mama!

Moby – Everloving


Shorter nights

I am still thinking a lot about the time I last saw you. I sleep less. I am focusing on the good times, as the time is getting closer and closer to go to the final walk with you. Only time will make memories fade and become lighter.

Jóhann Jóhannsson – Flight From The City

Killing time

Eating Lebanese with a good friend of mine, then visiting my favorite book store/gallery is a perfect way to be lazy over the weekend.

Not to mention opening my treasure box and taking a trip through memory lane.

Eric Hutchinson (feat. G. Love) – Good Rhythm