Error in the matrix

Sometimes it takes me the whole day to accomplish nothing.

Tricky Trip Music – Debussy Playing Tetris COVER / REMIX Clair de Lune [reprise]


Sudden changes

We are temporary arrangements. The key to the future is to adapt to sudden changes flexibly. Just keep your moral compass.

DJ Bootsie – Horseriders Toward the Abyss


I was thinking about sustainability from different perspectives today.
About how long superficial relationships can be / should be sustained; about the thin line between laziness that sustains chaos, but builds up tension; and about the sustainability of our consumer culture.

In the past few years, I’ve been thinking a lot about Nature and our relationship with it. I realized human responsibility is underrated and our apathy towards our own weight maintained by the marketing chaos surrounding us is keeping us to be selfish and not act on changing the way we consume things. Hardly anything can be bought without plastic packaging – even sustainable fashion is packed in “recycled plastic”. Of course there are exceptions and fortunately a trend to change this, but we are moving slow.

I am building my tiny habits one by one, and try to stick to them. In relation to decreasing my ecological footprint as well as building relationships.
Where it gets challenging is when I meet someone who takes things completely in a different pace, weighing tiny details in another way. Times like these are always an opportunity to learn.

Hidden Orchestra – Still

Memory games

I am using my brain power to keep things in mind, analyse and remember all day long. At work, we need an eye for detail and good short time memory, paired with hard focus with a pinch of combinatorical skills. Exactly the skills one needs to play rummy.

Tonight, I put my skills to good use and played.

Add nostalgic music to the scope, and you get an exhausting, but perfect day.

Elton John – Rocket Man


I am working hard on the next steps in my hamster-wheel. I have some new challenges in the new year, all of them exciting and that require my full attention and focus. I feel exhausted by the evening, but it’s good exhaustion. It means I am learning, building new blocks to my World.

Hard work can be easily enjoyed if you have a good motivation. Fortunately, I am doing what I like to do. The new requirements only push me to work on some of my doubts, to step out of my comfort zone.

Overall, I am content and exhausted. Making it to the bed earlier should become a priority. One step at a time.

R.E.M. – Drive


With a lack of communication, not knowing each other well, building assumptions is not a helpful thing. It is like building expectations over silence.

On the other hand, I read an amazing quote yesterday: “Goodbyes are only for those who love with their eyes. Because for those who love with heart and soul there is no such thing as separation.”

Ever since I was little, I had this thought – or doubt, or desire (depending on my mood) – regarding if it’s possible to get to know someone well enough to be able to communicate without words. Sometimes it happens, I believe.

Floex – Forget-Me-Not